An indescribable feeling.

We all have our convictions. Our beliefs, our reasoning. Yet at some point of life we are driven by some intuitive feelings. A feeling or a deed you choose just as if you are under a spell or for a feeling you cant even reason with. Who knows? Maybe we dont care. Most of those decisions which lead us to the ecstatic feeling comes from the state where we dont care anymore. It's the state where we want to stay. It's the state where we wish we were.Maybe a bit early. It's that penchant feeling which will take us back there. It's a perpetual process.

Our desires are like bubbles. It is beautiful, it floats around the air lightly, it will make us happy but all the same its short lived. As soon as we get familiar with it, the bubble bursts and we are thrown back to the reality. To the square one. The doubts, the purpose, the reasoning creeps back in and we wish we could just not care about it. And the moment, at which we did not care seems as a mystery. A mystery which will tempt us to follow and feel that indescribable feeling again.