The edge
What do you do or where do you go when you feel like you're totally against the wall, utterly hopeless and there's absolutely no sign of a flicker, let alone a light, at the end of the tunnel? All of a sudden you can hear the crushing sound of your dreams and hopes shattering, you feel too numb to go on and giving up starting to look like the easy way or probably the only way. Is there a way out or is it really the end of the road? All of a sudden no amount of inspirational stories or books or stories feel like bullshit and can no longer ignite or revive the hopes again. Do anyone know the answer or is it just another rhetorical question? Some might say fake it till you make it but then you are tired of faking it, the smile, laughter, the mask of happiness you wore, for a long time which might start to feel like forever by now. Sleepless nights are back again, you're on the edge, waiting for that push to happen, willing to surrender to the voice from the little g...
